My name is Tina. I'm 20 years old. The last 5 years weren't easy for me, I underwent really hard times. I experienced severe depressions, self harming and eating disorders. I hated myself and my body, I wanted to erase my existence.. After I lost a lot of weight my eating disorder (at first anorexia/bulimia) turned into an binge eating disorder. I almost gained 40kg/88lbs and so I reached my highest weight of 81.2 kg/179 lbs. I hated myself even more and I wanted to starve and get anorexic again. I refused to do sports because I was ashamed of my body. I wanted to lose weight the old, unhealthy and familiar way, by starving myself. But it didn't work, not a bit!! Then I discovered all the fit and healthy blogs on tumblr and I started thinking. I slowly wanted to become fit and healthy and strong! I applied for the gym in my town (in January 2013) and started working out with my father and my friend. I also started eating healthy and soon I've lost 7 kg/15.5 lbs. Somehow I slowly started to appreciate myself and my body. All I can say is that I've never been as happy as I am now, at almost my heighest weight!!!! I love myself and the most important thing is that I love the potential that my body has! I know that I will achieve my goal of 48 kg/105.8 lbs and of being fit, strong, healthy and happy and staying it!! I made this blog as a healthy reminder for myself and everyone else who wants to lose weight the healthy way to stay motivated, never give up and keep going. Love, Tina <3 <3 --------------------------------------------------
Height: 1.58m/5''2
HW: 81.2 kg/179 lbs LW: 43 kg/94.8 lbs GW: 48 kg/105.8 lbs SW: 81.2 kg/179 lbs -----------------
CW: 72.1 kg/159 lbs --------------------- 24.1 kg/53 lbs to go!